A lady in the MRT a seat away from me was reading some papers that looked like it was given out from a workshop or seminar. And these are the gigantic-for-all-to-see titles that I didn't intentionally see. I swear.

Title of Page 1 : LET IT GO

Title of Page 2 : JUST WALK AWAY

That certainly woke me from my nap in the train. Why? Oh well...heard those things too many times in my life. I felt like turning around and say, 'Good luck wit that'. Heh.

Unplanned trip to KL. Totally. My cousin from Scotland is in town and she pleaded me to accompany her. Not that she needs any 'chaperone'. The last time we met was back in 2000 in Vancouver. So I guess I should do the cousinly thing to do. Which is? *scratches head* We don't know when we will get to see each other again anyway.

This is the cousin that was so annoying when she was little that me, my younger bro and her bro always picked on her and she will scream outloud "Mummy!!! They won't let me play!!!" Then we were forced to let her join althoh we enjoyed making her cry and whine all the time. Heh. I still remember her smashing my barbie kitchen and bar set collection. All the tiny champagne glasses went krrraaapppeeeeeesh!! And the aftermath of that? Me pulling her pretty little hair and wailing outloud. Oh well she isn't as annoying anymore. It will be nice to get to spend time with her.

Leaving tonite. Even though my wallet is aching right now and only the remedy labelled "Pay Day" can cure it *sigh*, it shall not be a setback. For this is an all-paid-expenses trip! Muahahahaha...

Perhaps I will bring back pics for souveniers no ?

What do these things have in common ?

1. Wake up smiling

2. Generous

3. Looking forward to work

4. Nothing pisses me off

5. Extra hardworking


Can only mean one thing.... PAY DAY!!!!!!

And it's still not here yet...hmmpffft!!

I need my moolahs!

Let these do the talking...

Sadly they do. Friends that is. Some call only when they need something. Oklah I'm guilty of that too. Some are willing to sacrifice their precious time. Some are too occupied to bother. Some never called back. Why does marriage changes things? A question I have the answers for but prefers to take it personally. And I have hear this too many of a time ; "Nanti kau dah kawin baru kau tahu...". But for some, it doesn't need a union to execute the changes. Oh well.

So it's not that I'm secretive or deliberately mysterious, save the misery of loosing someone before I get too close. Which reminds me of Paulo Coelho's theory. Nevermind that. Bestfriends only last when teenhood does too.

A spelling error for the title sake. Pardon me. As of today I shall start a strictly fruits-only diet for at least 2 days. For starters, I began with papaya for breakfast. And that of course, produced wastage of yesterday's junks. Heh. It's time to give my body and mostly my digestion system a break.

The human stomach is a muscular, elastic, pear-shaped bag, lying crosswise in the abdominal cavity beneath the diaphragm. It changes size and shape according to its position of the body and the amount of food inside. The stomach is about 12 inches (30.5 cm) long and is 6 inches. (15.2 cm) wide at its widest point. Its capacity is about 1 qt (0.94 liters) in an adult.

Judging from all the intakes over the past year, by now my pear-shaped bag has probably turn into a watermelon. Horrifying thought. I can hear it screaming for mercy and gasping from exhaustion. All due to the exertion from the constant consuming. Mostly junk. Which also had an unsightly effect on my skin. Hence the fruits diet. I tried it before few years ago after reading a health magazine on how to detoxify and it did help to clear my system and the body feels so much lighter. It can facilitate the watermelon to shrink back to its original pear state. How does that sound eh.

And maybe, just maybe.....my physique will morph into something like Britney's. Heeeeeh.

I still cannot get over by an unexpected departure by one of my colleagues. Everytime she passes by she never fails to poke me in the waist just to rejoice at my animated reaction which never fails to amuse her either. Although it can be painful or irritating at times, I gather that its her way to express affection towards my presence in this place. She resigned without notice. Left without a word. Without Goodbyes. I'm sure she has her reasons to do so. But if only I knew that the last time I'll see her was at the lobby that day, I would have at least made that moment a special one. That's 3 departure in less than 2 months.

I suck at farewells. Words just stumble, body just couldn't find a comfortable position. Mind not at ease. Everything seems awkward. And the thought of me leaving this place end of this year if the contract is not extended is daunting. Not because I so love the job..no no... but because some of the people here have taken places in my heart. Like Linda who is oh so sweet, gentle and patient at all times. I wonder how she discipline her daughter. Ben at how wonderfully great he is as a boss. Love thy neighbour; Rosalind and Charles, for the fun chats we have. The laughter and frustrations we share. There is also Becky who is a young successful lawyer but yet so down-to-earth. With her its all the fruit juice breaks, the shopping, the 'fun stuff', the confidence, the friendship and that includes the hitch rides home in your BMW. Heh. And most importantly to Ram and Herda. For everything.

After much a do, this entry makes me feel like the leaving is taking place sooner that it should be. Heck its half a year away. Emotional crap over nothing. Oh I know why.. the strike on the monthly calendar is knocking on my door anytime soon. Hmmppffft.

Back to work.